bric-a-brac
a permanent address for when
I am impermanent. my once-house.
I make house where I am no longer,
unfill the duffel on a twin bed, take
stock of their belongings now: Woolite,
gallon Ziploc bags, orthotics, Tupperware
and pebbled leather, scrunchies, briefcase,
cupboard, gravy boat, nurse scrubs, saltines,
brassy lamps, broom and pan, paisley, wicker.
I am anxious to know what my parents ingest,
intake for existence: Metoprolol, fish oil, aspirin,
Omeprazole, Rosuvastatin for Dad. for Mom:
Magnesium, Pravastatin, Atenolol, fish oil,
cranberry probiotic. she gets kidney stones—
accumulation of calcium and phosphate.
because they are impermanent, I cry out,
lie inside this once-room, whisper for less
pain, clammy under God’s whiskers.