When Your Heart Is About To Stop

White wine in the shower thins the blood.

Index finger hard against the temple vein.

Do not sleep it off. Before a thunderstorm,

when colors are severe, tilt your umbrella

and let the first drops hit your hair. So as not

to appear small, put on all your winter coats.

If you’ve waded, navel deep, into some warm ocean,

whatever lights the world doesn’t matter—

your hands are over your eyes and everything

will pass through you with expected force.

Night piano in an empty room with flagstone walls.

Run your dishwasher and washing machine

empty but add detergent. The waste leads to

domestic rhythm and phosphates

will spray warm and hard into the hollows

of your future body. Mass, but for the censer

and the smoke. True there is circular motion,

music, burned-out incandescent bulbs

and the pole nevertheless continues

through the horse’s body, but you should sit

in the one sleigh and eventually stop

feeling the circle but the point where it begins.